Revolt

she irks me big time!

2010-10-14T20:42:00.003+08:00

I'm getting more & more annoyed by her.
Perhaps i should just really learn to care less?

But how, teach me?
So so so so so frustrating.

She really got big time split personality problem... ... ...
Likes to control people and throw weight around others...
Don't even let people resign... Monopolizes everything...
And get things her way, always?

She's ~~jealous~~ envy others have family friends love and
Most importantly... Kids? Because she can't have one perhaps?

Argh.
Irks me big time!

Chicken Pox-ed

2010-07-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'VE GOT CHICKENPOX!
and will be chickenpox-ed because it will b over soon :D

just that the pox on my face became pimples.... ):
this is the first time in my life i feel so depress about how i look...
and how bad acne really feels! ): it's horrifying!

anw. just in time. good break of 14days MC.
MC lo! :P

Couple of weeks ago, i told my boss i only have 2 days off in month of July.
she replied me "Oh Dear" and walked off.
i was a little pissed....

last week, i chiong-ed finished countless...
maybe 13 reports for my boss...
was down with fever so i rest on the table.
she asked was i very tired and jazebel told her i was running a fever.
she said, "Oh, finally arh? so you mai so pia liao..."

i was pretty shocked upon hearing this.

the next day she confronted jazebel and asked if i was angry @ Jaz.
Hell no, what for? wanna dig info also use such stupid way..
then follow by Belinda was i angry @ her.
imho (in my humble opinion), the reports rush, also rush for who?
i pia also cuz who gave the deadline? and she can make these type of
Sweeping Statements?

everybody on earth are wrong except for her la....
i confronted her the next day...............
asked her what she meant............
and she said some stuffs even my dad also said it's "Unbelievable"

she said,"you are way too fast in ur work. it's suffocating me. i dono how to handle you, cuz when you pia, you will fall sick."

i can't believe i heard this.
dad advice me to challenge her. HAHA. that part is funny. but i shall keep to myself :x

Pia = not hard to handle
Not Pai = Lousy workers

everything she say de lo....
anyway, she said, now when she talk to me, she must be very careful...
it's really her problem. im never the sensitive one...

so i see now, who help her do the reports she always ask for?
HAHAHAAAA!
no one is indispensable... Well said. Well Said.
this apply to her now too... my chickenpox MC comes in handy :D

she was even that Bitch enough to have the butt thought to ask me,
if there's chance to ask jazebel to cancel her short getaway trip.
dono whose the selfish one. i really cannot take it -_-

and everything's so coincident! i'd got chickenpox! yayness!
14days MC!

and my oh my. the experience.. is so..................... unbearable...
it's been 5 days. i hope my pox gets better............ esp my face! :x
need to drink bird nest le. tsktsk...

Jazebel get home safely!
Winstonn bibi, me miss you loads!

2010-07-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

If this goes on...
It will literally be a mind-blowing experience...

What if i can't take it anymore...?
In a roster of 28 days; 2 days off...

Will die soon...

Twilight Saga - xinying is slow :P

2010-06-30T00:42:00.007+08:00

Twilight. I know I'm slow. Tell me about it *roll eyes*

Twilight-New Moon on Sunday with Karen & Uu.
I'd never watched Twilight 1 before this.
And im so so so so so attached to:

1) "Taylor Lautner as Jacob Black" superb body. *Drolls*
And TMD, he's only 18 this year! Have been training on Karate since he's 5.

look at his sexy back! *i have got a fetish for shoulder blades :x*

2) "Peter Facinelli as Carlisle Cullen" the killer charming look. *Charmed*

Don't understand what's the gaga over "Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen".
Apparently he's not the most handsome one inside ):
one picture of him, putting a lot of prince charming powder + wind
and another picture of him in real life.

Day think, night think, dreaming also think.
So i loaded Twilight 1 tonight, just now, after work to watched it.
"Jacob" look so boohoo in this movie -.- because of his hideous long hair
he look like someone that belongs to Pocahontas

Image of Pocahontas:

but of course "Carlisle" tsk tsk tsk *grins*.

Never thought of I will be attracted to it.
Twilight already in the movie/books/anywhere else for 2yrs.
I'm just a little, ok, abit more, a tiny mini bit more attracted to it.

It's so fantasy that every girls' dream to have such a protective bf.
Duh; not the sort of will protect you from peeling the prawns.
Or buying branded stuffs to protect your materialistic image.
But a fairytale-like, fantasy-like man bf.

Anyways, aiiaii & i going JB tmr :D
to do some simple shopping *i hope* and some complicated eating *that's confirmed* :D
& bf is ultra jealous about this :x
Even 1 day off for me is a sweet getaway :D

Bf, i know you misses me truck loads!
I also miss you! I miss you toy-car loads :P

28th of this month

2010-06-28T00:30:00.005+08:00

today is bf & i; 10thmonthsary.
time literally blinked.

thankyou boyfriend (:
love you deep..
feels specially good & warmth to be loved & in love on rainy days ^-^

& i hate NDP for stealing time away from us -.-

2010-06-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

Application period opens 1st July.

Still thinking about my job. To stay on or quit.
So tired of the impromptu-ness. Studying n working will be hard.
To think about to carter to my Boss's schedule will be super sian.

and boyfriend's NDP involvement is getting on my nerves man.

What makes me happy.

2010-06-16T17:13:00.002+08:00

Offday
Annual Leave
Boyfriend Winston's love
Sleeping
Online Shopping
Eating with awesome friend's companion
Going to Uni (PT) in Jan 2011 - which means back to School!

Hopping

2010-06-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hops here Hops there.
Hopping everywhere.

jump jump jump

Spongebob moods

2010-06-01T16:49:00.001+08:00

This is me when I’m BORED.

When I’m HUNGRY.

When you talked to me.

When you DIDN’T talk to me.

When I saw something that HURTS.

When I didn’t get our Math lesson.

When I’m procrastinating.

When you broke my heart.

When you told me something that wasn’t good to hear.

When you lied to me.

When I’m REALLY excited.

When you told me I LOVE YOU.

When someone hurts my best friend.

When I’m with my friends.

When test results will be out tomorrow.

When I’m with you.

Grant? Granted. Taken for.

2010-05-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

Granted for access to a desired place?

One must never take things for granted. Be happy for what we have got is one that MUST understand. But how often do we grumble this that not enough. He she it bullies me he she you her.

I'm happy with my friends, life, family, boyfriend, work at this point of time.

How many of you is keeping a 'friend' due to his/her values that you can simply make use of? If you know your friend is making use of you, will you confront or be ignorant?

When will people start to appreciate what you have done and helped?

2010-05-11T17:56:00.006+08:00

wanted to pick up courage to change a blog template.
wanted to give it a new look to motivate myself to start blogging all over again.
but it failed..... after 5mins, i gave up. haa!

today's finally an offday.
& i happily slept for 14hours :D

i have a weekly routine to follow.

Monday: Work @ Thomson
Tuesday: Off
Wednesday: 10-9 Area Marketing Report @ Thomson
Thursday: Work @ Thomson
Friday: 10-9 SingaporeQualityClass Report @ Marine Parade
Sat: Work @ Thomson
Sun: Work @ Jurong East

it's perfectly tired-rous.
lucky i have Jazebel the cheerful nut with me everyday.
(take note; pun intended) she gets high every time she eats chocolates

Recently, i had a rash-breakout on my face.
so sad ); so many days without makeup ):
applied medication everyday 3times! im so hardworking :D

and my backache is unbearable especially today.
maybe cuz is raining.

have so many things i wanna blog about.
but im always too tired ):

and bibilove, im sorry for neglecting you @.@
thou you forever says you understand.....
but putting myself in ur shoes, i guess i will throw an enormous temper.
lucky you got one tiny stretch of offdays :P

much much many manys appreciations bibilove.
& bibilove, miiEx lubbbzxzxz eeuix muRch muChs Orhszxzxzxzx.

my mini 21st celebration

2010-04-17T23:12:00.005+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to myself.
Thankie loads to those who'd sms/facebook/call and wished me :D

went aiiaii house initial plan was to BBQ. well, it rained as predicted.
lucky nv BBQ.

then heard from uu & karen daddy initial tot got BBQ,
wanna come down and surprise me :D hehehehehhehehehehehehehee..
but well. lucky he never come la :x cuz no bbq. HEHEHEHEHEH

we had pizzahut for lunch and Mahjong all the way :x
dinner trisha love & xandy aiiaii bought me to Pomo Mall to have
Tao's resturant. was superb! but was expensive too ;x

love xandy aiiaii ! :D
*muackszxzxxzzz*

i lost $6 in MJ -.- but nevertheless IM STILL HAPPYZXZXXZXZXZZZ!
Tao's resturant must thanks to trish! omg. it's nice de lor the dessert!!

&&& hor............
me liek princess.
no need pay anything LOL! :x

had this very sweet locket from both of them !!!
& trish's logic on the Lock. still abit not convincing :x
HEHEHE. but very pretty me likey!

these coupons MADE ME TEARED!!! >:{
super love it! AIIAII ME LUBZXZXZX YOU.

We went to Mind's cafe over at parklane and Bibi joined us.
was laughing non stop and almost lost my voice :x
played like many many games; laugh till cry sommoreeeeee..
buay tahan la :x play almost 3hrs :x hahaxzxzxzxz

& Bibi came down with a stalk of baby pink rose :D
HEHEHEHEHZXXZXZXZX

went to his house at about 12+ 1 and he surprised me!!!!

100% handdrawn by my Bibi love! ME LIKEYZXZXZXXZZ!

& today karen bought me cakeeeeee!!!
mummy not in SG. so thought no bday cake this yr.
but karen bought me cakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

& & &... we had a ultra mini celebration at home!!!
with uu karen bibi & Daddy!
took some pictures and MMS over to mummy whose
in taiwan now :D Happyzxzxzxzzzzzz!!

im a happy girlzxzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzxz~
:D :D :D
thanky all :P
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-09T03:24:00.003+08:00

teach me to be a better someone who listens to everyone's cry
need to tolerate all sort of nonsense even they are unreasonable
have to compromise with others even thou they say unfair is in me

im not someone whose bias
and i know i care
here, im pretty much hurt by someone i protected

felt my anger surfacing
but to no avail, i gave in again

i will never learn how to protect
& yes i feel frustrated / irritated / agitated

tell me about it
when you've found fairness in this World.
as i would like to be the first to know.

(feeling utterly upset now.................)

2010-03-12T12:25:00.005+08:00

Marche @ Vivo with bf.
only 1 picture lur.
the rest of photos dono at whose there la -.- (points @ bf)

Bf's 22nd birthday present from ME! :D

(can you feel my happiness too? ^^)

thou work is stressful,sucky,intolerant,indescribable...
been thinking loads lately.
vexing about i-dono-what.
frustrations & tear drops every now and then.
but on top of all these.
everybody says my temper/attitude got better :D

im lucky to have wonderful colleagues and Jazebel there with me.
to conclude all these; i should not rant; i should just torture the soft toys on my bed!!
HAHAHAHAH!

Ohh, by any chance did i mentioned,
xiaoE's head and body is becoming softer. BONELESS. i think i torture him too much.
daE's pigu no longer so big cuz every now and then i will sit/slp on him.
HEHEHEHHEHE!

Uni issues ):

2010-03-10T10:54:00.004+08:00

RMIT - Bachelor of Business (Marketing)
3 years / $23k
http://www1.sim.edu.sg/sge/pub/gen/sge_pub_gen_content.cfm?mnuid=157&ID=639

RMIT - Bachelor of Business (Management)
2.5 years / $23k
http://www1.sim.edu.sg/sge/pub/gen/sge_pub_gen_content.cfm?mnuid=157&ID=79

UOL - Bachelor of Science (Honours) in Business
3 years / $24k
http://www1.sim.edu.sg/sge/pub/gen/sge_pub_gen_content.cfm?mnuid=157&ID=73

which one which one which one ):
anyone can help?
have no idea which and anyways, all are SimGlobal.
will their certs be under RMIT/UOL or SIM ?

2010-03-05T22:27:00.001+08:00

im acting too emotional at Work today.

i need to chill & cool & calm down.

im a responsible adult & must not act like a kid.

& it's just not my day that im not acting like myself.

2010-02-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

Bf was sweet on Valentine's Day (:
uhm. necklace was found in the bottle :x he's a cheeky one :o

---

life's passing a lil too fast these few weeks.
it's end of Feb already!
thou my physical is already in feb 2010.
but my mind's still in 'just-touch-2010' mood :/

work's NOT busy.

and sudden it dropped from the sky.
i must be some lucky bitch.
because when i can't cope alone in work,
pile of tasks are drown me,
i have determinations, will-power, energy & Jazebel :o
*thankq u arh bel, for swallowing my random-nesssss* :D

----

holiday went msia.
JB-Melacca-KL-Cameron Highland-SG
superb trip with family *loves to the max*

Bkk soon!
pls pls pls i want to go shoppppping :D

2010-02-02T03:16:00.001+08:00

我当了一个星期的宅女 (:

2010-01-20T13:53:00.009+08:00

我已做了七天的宅女!

我真的真的有听医生的话，没乱跑。八天的 MC 都在家 :P

但是我明天就要出门咯。。。

嗯。。。也没去哪里, 就是去 NDC 拆线嘛。。

Appointment 在 10.15am，怎么哪么早啊~~~~ ):

伤口(s) 虽然还是有一点点的肿，但是它们也不再痛。

前几天人还是有点昏昏沉沉的，但是我今天可以吃饭了！

超高兴的!! (^3^)

我吃一碗的饭需要 45mins，很慢吧? 妈咪也受不了 :x

周末 Bf 整天来陪我， *好幸福喔* <3>

星期天我还做了 Baked Mushroom Herb Cheeeesssy Pasta 给他吃哦 !

有的时候当当宅女也不错嘛。。。

游手好闲的；嘻嘻~ 每天吃了药要就昏沉沉的睡。

有时看看Youtube 或是和 Xandy 爱爱打 Gaming~

噢。。拜五就回做工岗位。又可以和我 Jazebel 的一起工作了！ :D

还有还有。。有新年衣服都还没买啊~~~~~ 伤脑筋 -_-

好了好了，拜！

拔牙の日记

2010-01-15T10:17:00.003+08:00

14 Jan 2010

was at NDC at 11am.
2pm went into the Op room.
was such a scary Op room.
Spacious, cold, metallic.

i stepped onto 3 steps of stairs, and lied on the bed.
So, Dr Tan, poked the needle here.. there.. & introduced himself to me.
the indian nurse stick some wiring stuffs onto my chest.

Dr Tan: Hi xinying, Im Dr Tan. Hi xinying Im Dr Tan.. Hi xinying, Im Dr.....

& then i lost conscious.

~~~

i had hard time waking up.
i felt so no strength.
i opened my eyes & i saw no one was around.
i laid there. motionless. breathing was so difficult.
and a chinese nurse came by..
she told me will push me back to my ward.

~~~

its was numb.
i felt like vomiting. and there's the gauze in my mouth.
the nurse came and asked if i want some glucose,
i shook my head. then she say must check on wound.
she pulled the gauze out slowly..
i machiam perform magic sia...
one side like 1 ruler lydat long. and i have got both sides.
my mouth can stuff 30cm length gauze? hahahaaa!
i had no feeling. but she keep pulling out. :x
bloooooooody experience.
lucky i was still numb and strenghtless.

the moment i sat up straight, my tears dropppped.
nurce was kind enough to helped me wiped.

my phone rung. on silent mode.
vibration was humongous vs the silent ward.
the nurse came n helped me to take my phone out of the locker.
(i had no strength at all, not even got strength to pull out the drawer..)

Karen called. i missed her call.
sms her, 'call mummy'..
then she came. & then mummy came..

i lie there like half an hr more then i tried to walk to change.
the fwweeeelingggg arh, was amazing. machiam floating :D

came home.
swelling like mad.
took the med. and fell alsp again.

~~~

mummy was there with me throughout everything.
was so glad. she's here with me.
initiall she wanna go TYP to sing k then come back fetch me.
i was so furious -.-" but then she stayed :)
and then Karen came too!
i felt so warmth (:

~~~

i had bruises at the sides of my lips, cheeks & jawline.
there is also this piece of skin flapping underneath my tongue.
the nurses said these are normal.
& will eventually goes away after a few days.
they say they have to clamp ur mouth and put the thingy down ur throat.
blah blah blahhh...

~~~

thou the GA Op was expensive, there was no pain thruout the Op. was in deep deep slp... :x
$2.3k in total. &becuase im smart, i went to get referral letter from polyclinic. then government grant was $1.5k. rest of $800 deducted from my own medisave. and the rest about $20 was via cash. (: & dad says i should go get medisheild insurance. and i have gotten a 8 days long MC :o

in the first place, i went to specialist to clean/polish my tooth.
then she est. quote me $1.4k for btm 2 wisdom which are giving me problems.
lucky i went to get referral and NDC quote me $700 for 2 tooth, $900 for 4 tooth.
cuz my btm case a lil more complicated. the top 2 wisdom are just normal extractions.
and lalalalala~~ im on way to recovery (:

just took the med. getting drowsy again.
back to lala land. (:

~~~

2010-01-12T19:48:00.008+08:00

Initially.
Was supposed to go pluck 2 lower sides' wisdom tooth out today.

Then.
Doc says might as well pluck all 4 out.
Save Time. Save Cost. Save Pain.

Op was changed. Changing to 14th Jan.
which is in 2 days time :x
Will go under GA instead of the initial plan, LA.
Will be good (: Sleep throughout :/

&
Yes. there will be side effects. (GA)
Permanent numbness of Lips, Jaw, Jaw line, Cheeks.
Permanent damage will hurt veins and sinus etc.
but yea. that's the 0.05% percent of patients.
I guess i wont be that suay right :/

And Now,
14th Jan will be The Day, extraction of 4 useless retarded wisdom tooth.
:x *finger crossed*

~~~

my working place desktop
cuteness to the max (: ♥

Mr Bump - Myself
Mr Nosy (Injury) - Jazebel
Miss Sunshine - Evelyn
The 招财猫 - Coreen
Miss Chatterbox - Karmen
Piglet - Karen
Eeyore - bf Winston
Pooh - Trisha
Tigger - aiiaii Xandy

~~~

been a long while since we took some pictures tgt.
cuz i feel im ugly at this moment. so don't take best la :X hehe
i feel Fat -.-"
must be the Junks i bought tgt with aiiaii Xandy n Jazebel :x

i miss Bf. Winston.
to a certain extent. which to me, it's already pain in the ass.
who knows missing someone can be so aching?

some fine day, while we were on the way home;

Bf: 你在想什?
Me: 我在想大便。
Bf: ur mind is full of shit!
Me: ... ...

♥
xinying

2010-01-11T12:19:00.002+08:00

Should I
or
should I not

?

2010-01-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

The Lagsana Trisha made for xandy aiiaii & me!

Trisha's Birthday cake.
beautiful hurhur!

bf's present for me.
95% picked beads & handmade. 5% notice board.
Loves*

Jazebel & Me! :D
@ Work while waiting for closing shop time.
her new phone Pixon12 hurhurhurhur. Super cool phone!
she's working....... on her new HP la..
so i decided to disturb her :x

I LIKE HER CUTIE SMILE HERE!
AWWWW. WANNA PINCH HER *PINCH*

2009-12-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

Oh Boy Oh Boy!
in 2 days' time will be xmas.
and in 7 days' time will be 2010!
Time teleports!!

*

when u constipates, (i did constipated for 4 bloody days!)
all you need to do is eat 3 over ripped bananas + 6 Vitagens.
Cfm everything come out on the following day!

*

Winston in field camp for 3 whole days ):
missing him a lil more each day~
i guess he's feeding mosquitos in the field camp :x
block leave sooooon!
imu boy. imu much!

*

too much caffine causes headaches & gastric.
long time no 'early dinner' with jazebel at Kovan too!

*

too much trying to get attention irritates me.
i have got better things to do!

*

already received 3 xmas pressies.
wondering are there more to coooooome~~~ :x
happy sha la la~ it's so nice to be happy! sha la la la ~

*

today is 'Dong Zhi'
i ate 8 mini tang yuan mummy made (:
Yummmmmmmmmy~

*

Holidays soon!
in 14 days i only need to work 5 days!
smart planning :x

*

don't challenge me.
it will only provoke, irritates me.
Motivates me to screw ur life too.
i believe karma & of course...
life wont be easy if u were to step on me :P

Ok.
Bye! :D

Simple.

2009-12-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

life can be so simple.
with friends around.
jokes & laughter are fillers of happiness.
festive seasons are all drawing nearer too.

with joyous hearth friends
& family
& my love, winston.
there is nth i can ask for more.

now, can anyone tell me..
why do i feel so contented?
is it some peacefulness before the storm?
i hope not.

i received a SMS today from jinyi.
i was so overjoyed!
it's been really ultra super long since we touched yeah Babe.
i know we'r meeting real soon.
it makes me happy :D

aiiaii say she wanna go to the Zoo.
i hope when im on leave & after her exams we can go to the Zoo :x
having said that. Xandy's last paper is tmr! jiayou hurhurhur.

Wanna do some JB food-hunting and simple shopping :x

2009-11-28T01:41:00.003+08:00

When i saw the moon today
It reminds me how pretty are your eyes
And there's two black frames that we made together In this little room,
Small yet it carries lots of meaning

from bibi,
with love.

<3 its sunshine everyday to be under ur care & in ur love, bf (:
& it's rain tender-love-care everyday over you, gf :D

happy 3rd monthnisary, love.

2009-11-27T10:35:00.004+08:00

my gums aches.
right cheek swell just a lil ):
pain pain pain.

today is a PH.
& i'm at home :D
gooood girl :x

i'm sure bibi is slping like a pig now.
meeeeting up later to eat.

& eating nowadays doesn't seems appealing to me anymore.
i can't eat solid food or anything else except porridge.
Nerofan painkillers are like sweets to me now!

i woke up cuz uu kor wanna spray my door with DW-24 oil to oil the doooooor.
and karen just came into my room to say she had mac breakfast -_-

Oooooh ok.
bye.

15112009

2009-11-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=125613&id=645416747&ref=mf

I LOVE YOU (:

2009-11-13T00:07:00.005+08:00

responsibility comes with time.
sometimes it ties with money and authority.

i felt horrible since yesterday night.
the worse part is when none appreciates you.

what were you doing when your 20.
what were my brothers doing when they are 20.
and why am i here that im 20 now.

if only ugly dirty past can be erase away like pencil drawings on a paper.
everyone will be happy.

im willing to be taken granted at many times. especially close ones.
i know they need me. and i am here.
but i still feel hurt when i chanced upon the truth.
bahh. imma moron.

i cleaned my room today.
the table, wardrobe, the cabinet, the bedsheets, my bags, the storage, cupboard.
today is my offday. & im proud :x
the full length mirror's up on the wall nicely. and my room looks bigger now.
tmr going back office again. to many pple it's TGIF. but to me.
is the start of hectic weekends.

&
to the childish imposer.
Grow Up.

win, imissyou.
ifeelsodrained&tired.
ineedyourshoulder&hug.
i am not greedy. just a hug will do.

night earthlings.

2009-11-12T03:10:00.003+08:00

I'm finally off tmr. :) after two long weeks! can sleep till late late :x
dad sunday birthday. heading out to eat i hope. :x

my Bibi is sleeping now. i'm blogging thru my omnia. half way into la la land. ._.

aii aii having handful of tests exams quiz lately. Jiayou ;P

alrights. night earthlings!
i super miss my Bibi <3

2009-10-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

im tied down with work & some other random stuffs.
sorry to neglect my blog! :D

will be back soon :P

It's an account, for free!

2009-10-14T04:03:00.000+08:00

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there are simply 9 reasons above to have an account of something for free. i spent a few minutes googling for their slogan that attract somebody to sign an account on their website. accounts for free seems harmless. very true. i'm 8 out of the 9 popular account holder. xcept for wow, i don't have an account :x

i need not need any reasons to be here.
at 4am. to be. missing him.
winston my bf.

but i did signed up with him for an account.
an account of, being his gf.
and it applies the same strategy as the abv 9 popular.
this account it's free too! for me at least :D

& this silly man did many silly things.
which made the silly me. finally fell in love with him.

this account of being his gf is free.
these actions & gestures are definitely free from him too.
but on the very same hand.
to me, they are priceless.

ying: bibi, ur handwriting like ginna leh..
winston: baby but is i design and write one leh..
ying: hanar hanar. *kiss*
winston: *sing iloveyou song with very Off tempo* :s

nightnight earthlings.
sweet dreams everyone (:

ps:
serene shamsham qiao ke li.
when intro idonowhoyet korkor to us ooh? :D
你要幸福哦~ don't shy :o

bf, imu

2009-10-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

oh boy oh boy.
imissyou, like now.
tell me what to do. itsdrivingmeCrazy.

been sick for the past 4 days.
Gastric virus infection + stomach flu + fever = Gastroenteritis
it's seriously not joking.
lao sai 12 times in a day. haa!
but im Good now :D

last week-
besides working, there are events on: meeting up with aiiaii & ate upsized chili volcano ramen over at aijisen. ate sakae sushi with uu & karen at airport. training course over at tanglin mall with jaz & eve. busy falling sick and on MC for 3days. bf have to acc me at home.

i'm happy cuz i bought $9.90 mirror from ikea (:
i'm happy cuz my room is filled with flowery smell from the bouquet bf bought me last last week.
i'm happy cuz tmr is my offday.
i'm happy cuz bf can book out this friday.
i'm happy cuz dearie jazebel changed offday with me & so i can off on friday.
i'm happy cuz bf was really happy on sat night.
i'm happy cuz serene is attached with idonowhoyet.
i'm happy cuz i recovered from Gastroenteritis.
i'm happy cuz i bought 2 new eye liner. omg :x
i'm happy cuz i took bus to office & from office today :o
i'm happy cuz i cleared junks in office today :P
i'm happy cuz aiiaii manage to finish her 'studies' for her mid terms.
i'm happy cuz karmen lovelove decided to post loads of vids of her ecp outing. fug hilarious i swear.

&boy; imissyoudeep.
nights earthlings (:

Family

2009-10-08T00:49:00.005+08:00

felt so lost.
family ties & bonding. can be such messy & complicated nuisance things at many times. but i still accept n believe the fact that family is and always will be the most impt factor in all our lives.

i miss the old times we had tgt as a Family.
i miss the time when my brothers will come tgt to bully me.
i miss the times when dad will come up to me & act lame.
& i miss the times when my mum's mouth aren't as bad as now.

what's happening to My Family?
the famous composition title in primary school days in Eng/Chinese.

so what is a Family?

my heart aches crazily.

&
who doesn't hate their boss?
yes i just love the way she manage us.
and mind this fucking bitch, we'r all humans.
do not fish an iPod shuffle 2Gb in front of me or $125 cash in front of me. it have no appealing factor to me at ALL. im not lil kitty that's like a furball. it's useless. say & do something more appealing. whore. don't take ur menopause & say aging to be excuses that im doing ur SBU for u. fuck. doesn't mean our performances is good, therefore we can be superwomen work nonstop. pretentious whore. i only have 24hrs a day. i, chuaxinying, do not create miracles. neither can the rest of the girls. and Oh, i just love challenges. yeah right.

a bad dream.

2009-10-02T03:13:00.000+08:00

i had a bad dream.

was in a team of 26.
and suddenly i was the lead.
8 of us were left.
the rest was dead.
it was so bloooody.
as thou i was dreaming about Saw6.

they wanted to kill me so badly.
& there was this scene:
in this room. i saw my toddler photo floating in the basin.
when i turned around, there were even more photos of me.
all with red paints n scratches & penknife marks.
the door was so heavy that i could not open it.
someone pulled me away to this corner.
& he asked me to hang on there till the end of performance.
& it will be over.

i was abandoned to this ruined stage.
and i was alone on this stage.
things started to fell all over me.
i ran & i kept running.

when i woke up.
i feel so exhausted.
& was a lil panting, gasping for air.

a strange dream. & a lil terrifying.
there was many many parts. but i cant rmb them ._.
hmmmm......

& bibi,
i know u missed me.
but i don miss you.
TEEHEE! :D

longing to see you on sat. ❤

Attraction Principles Part 1/10

2009-09-30T20:03:00.003+08:00

Attraction Principle #1
Anything a person chases in life runs away.

Attraction Principle #2
The woman who have the men climbing the walls for them aren't always exceptional. Often, they are the ones who don't appear to care that much.

Attraction Principle #3
A woman is perceived as offering a mental challenge to the degree that a man doesn't feel he has a 100% hold on her.

Attraction Principle #4
Sometimes a man deliberately won't call, just to see how you'll respond.

Attraction Principle #5
If you start out dependent, it turns him off. But if it is something he can't have, it becomes more of a challenge for him to get it.

Attraction Principle #6
It is your attitude about yourself that a man will adopt.

Attraction Principle #7
Act like a prize and you'll turn him into a believer.

Attraction Principle #8
The biggest variable between a bitch and a woman who is too nice is fear. The bitch shows that she's not afraid to be without him.

Attraction Principle #9
If the choice is between her dignity and having a relationship, the bitch will prioritize her dignity above all else.

Attraction Principle #10
When a woman doesn't give in easily and doesn't appear docile or submissive, it becomes more stimulating to obtain her.

am mad

2009-09-28T03:00:00.000+08:00

it's 3am.

am still in the midst of doing business strategy report.
while. waiting for 4am to come.
to go ECP.
to have macdonalds' breakfast.
with xandy aiiaii.

offday have been switched.

&

i feel like a mad woman now.
chionging another's person report.
h a h a h a h a h a.

:O

Retard shits.

2009-09-24T01:52:00.002+08:00

i am feeling:

mother fuckingly stress out.
moronically drained out.

i hate the way they manipulate us as if we are some soft toy, waiting to be caught in the bloody machine. pick & throw or pick & drop. or squishing us with that mechanism foul mouth & impromptu actions.

G says its high time to find a new job.

is this really true that im stressing myself, stretching myself way too hard?
but i do feel content when i can finish the retard challenge/task.
but not in this bitchy way; of course.

& if everything have got a dateline to meet. stop picking n throwing & picking n dropping. we aren't animals.
& how much can 1 handle. how much can i challenge myself?

how much more can i hold?
i get tired over a period of 2weeks nonstop working.
and slp up to full 24hrs on offdays.
while others get tired of 2 days nonstop looking into reports?

i do know myself have superb will-power.
therefore, i cannot belittle this power of will.

& thus,
i will conquer all these fuck shits.

ELSE; NO ONE CAN ACTUALLY HANDLE THIS BETTER.
NOR TO HELP ME FURTHER.

Happily Framed.

2009-09-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

tedious workloads these days.
left me so shag & dried from brain cells to my toe nails.
the other day the scotch-tape dispenser droped on my toe.
and my big toe's a lil purple now. the feel is si bei HIGH ._.
anw, bf came to fetch me form work & waited for an innocent hr.

& then again he surprised me with the action.
this time round, a framed that managed to framed up our
Memories

& Memories;

a black coated sexy seductive frame for himself.
photos of my pick.

& for me..
i received my impromptu present out of no where.
i was touched once again.
this time, a cutely 'designed' frame from my bendan bf.

a tunable 360 degree metallic frame.
Co_ol isn't it!?
& this bendan bf, still went to buy 'blings' to stick on the frame.
thou a big man shouldn't be doing this........ but,
how can i resist him with such a thoughtful surprise.

imagining a big man going up front to get 'lovely' stickers & paying up at cashier. & having the thinking all along in his heart wanna go home and do a frame for his loved gf. sticking on those girlie stickers with his big warm hands.

it's sitting in front of my big warm orange night light.
with him smiling at me in the photos.
this is so JIAN. make me miss him more while he's in camp si bo -.-
but
but
but..
how can u resist & not be touched..... *grins*

oh well,
hari raya. raah.
still have to work on tuesday anyway.

bf acc-ed me, to alot of places..
& omfg, my dark rings. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
& i realized. whenever we took pictures in the bus,
there tends to be alot of freelance models in the background :x
later theng jie wan say behind got xiao didi peeping :x
uncle talking, smiling, showing their bo-geh teeth.
auntie talking secretly 'behind scenes'. :x

(it's really high time to trim my fringe again :x)

& tra-lalalaaaaa.
had a happy 24hrs :o
& more... :x

tmr we'r going to expo!
perhaps for pop sales,
perhaps for SIN 09,
perhaps for food fest,
but definitely for John Lil sales with Jazebel love & bf.
shoes, slippers & flops. here we come!
meeting super early la :x

& ending off with my BIG & HAPPY face :D

night night (:

This Man.

2009-09-17T02:28:00.006+08:00

i asked him, "why do u have a signature smile?"
this man replied me cuz he likes his teeth. they are straight.

indeed. they are straight.

i had teary eyes whole day long.
this man made me cried so badly for more than half an hr i swear.

that night after having steamboat with uu karen,
bro dropped us off somewhere & this man insisted to go to that place.
a place where we both loved.
hand me over the most touching thing he made.
& he told me plenty.
& that was when my tears fell non stop.

1+yrs back; we knew each other.
11months back; i knew he liked me.
8months back; i started to ignore him.
4months back; he laminated a photo & put in his wallet.
he was all along here for me. but never once.... & i was mean.
neither did i want to face reality. nor the hurtful side of love.

Alex said this man's determination & will-power grew.
1month back, everything changed. both our lives.
i softened. he was stronger. and he broke into me.

im still being unfair to him.
but hey ladies, who don't agree with me:
to love is tiring.
to be loved is bliss.
:x

even if i was mean in the choices of my words,
this man only grow stronger with charm n even more
Determinations i could ever imagine 1 could have in within.

& yeah. i banged my hair.
they are growing way too fast. it's only the 8th day.
(theng jie says the auntie behind me, talking so secretively) :x

and....
yes, i was still teary after few days.
this man is going to book in again that very day as block-leave ended.
i was on my way to work.
(loves his cheeky charming smile & his jaw lines)

(am i blushing?) hahaa!!

this man told me:
in this relationship.
i was meant to be loved. & he is meant to love me.
how long can he tolerate all my nonsense & attitudes.
& seriously,
where does all his energy, determination and will power come from?

how the hell can 1 actually swallow all his miseries.
he told me he loves me 101%.
i told him i like him 70%.
& im being very mean to him!
he actually says he want to work his way to top-up my 30% by himself.
Now, this century. which man will do this.
& his actions. indeed. resulted in my feelings & emotions.
because i cried.

G asked me, "Have you found back the feeling of being in love?"

not totally yet.
but i felt his strong love for me.
this man does not want reciprocation from me(for now).
all he asked for. is to let me be loved.
How long can he love...?

i saw his love lighting n alluring me.
leading me into a scare arena
where i thought i could never have enough courage....
to walk into again.

Being in love:

with Winston Wang.

u will be back soon, won't you?

2009-09-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

i promised to be good.

not to nua,
not to drag,
not to bully da tou E,
not to whine,
not to skip sleeptime,
not to cab too much,
not to oversleep for work,

not to cry, &
not to cry, &
not to cry,

to myself;
when ur away.

i promised myself to be good when ur away!
but monstrous teary eyes had been stalking me whole day long.

u will be back soon, won't you?

Chalets' FUN!

2009-09-13T00:50:00.008+08:00

8th Sept,
Happy Birthday Mao Mao Chong, momo :D

9th Sept,
Happy Birthday Alicia (:

11th Sept,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XANDY AIIAII.
ur 20 Now!
its ok. really.
i will still love bully kick kiss squeeze & hug you!
aiiaii,
thanks for being there for me always.
& i will love you as always.
Happy Birthday!
hope u enjoyed ur bbq last night :P

12th Sept,
Happy Birthday Martin :O.

12th Sept,
Happy Birhday leen sis!!
ur at KL away for training. but it's ok!
u know i always love you.
but u will be back after 10 more days!
:D sis for life! muacks si ni :P

---

people 7th lunar month zao ge tais.
but im busying working & zao-ing bbq(s) & zao-ing chalets.
& zao-ing to pei Bibi.
Bibi hor.....? :x

Jazebel & i went over to Belinda's 21st birthday!
rubbished with Tun, etc.
then we headed over to another chalet.

Jackson booked a chalet for POP guys at coasta.
and yehching invited us over :D
eugene went around naked without his mushroom head :P
yeechern & i took ultimate vid for wenfeng & martin!!
with hersheys chocolate sauce & tomato sauce. :o
an exclusive ass, face licking session :x
it was so hilarious!
& today i very happy cuz they say i became,
ahem. pretty & slim. HAHA!!
then wenfeng yeechern gossiped to jazebel & me...
juicy :x

Bibi had 1 class chalet & a POP chalet too :x
then again bibi & friend saw cy at chalet!!
oh dear oh dear. so many chalets at 1 go.
saw many botaks there :x all POP LO!! ^^

---

you held my hands tight.
& you hugged me from my blind spot.
then i felt ur lips on mine.

im ur babygirl.

2009-09-10T01:20:00.001+08:00

he is a bendan.
really no medicine can cure de that kinda bendan.

my macho man. just POP-ed today 090909.
but he is really bendan to the max!!
sometimes i really cannot tahan him.
but his signature smile,
majority of the times, blows away all troubles that crowd above my head.
minority of the times, makes me wanna slap him more :{

&,
this 'Si Can Lan Da' guy,
is Winston.
290809

Well, anyway..
i just banged my fringed. still no face to show the world Yet.

right after his POP, he bought supper for me.
he look super chao-tah here. red as lobster.
& xandy aiiaii says win looks super tiko here.

Buahahahahahahahaaaa!

Phelgm :x

2009-09-08T14:15:00.004+08:00

been down for flu for 9 or more days; i have no idea.
been down on a bad cough for 4 days.
ytd stubborn me then decided to drag myself out of bed.
to go to a doctor.

was rewarded 2 days MC; thus im home now....

i have been coughing until my abdomen & back & chest....
having muscles cramp. just like after IPPT or NAFA test x.x
i felt my lungs is gonna be inflated anytime.
it have no strength to pump or i have got to breathe really slowly.

Dr. Tan kok pin said: hey! for ur past records, u nv cough before hurhur?
he's so funny..

i have made friends with phlegm and its in dull yellowish gel form.
since i woke up today. i have been coughing like mad dog.
and these phlegm keeps coming out.
i know its eeeewwww ):

just taken my super light breakfast & med.
i think im gonna concuss soon Again. :x

&
winwin is gonna POP tmr :D
Grats! to my combat man.

They talked to much? Not.

2009-09-03T00:21:00.001+08:00

they talked about our customer services.
then we improved. big handful of the parents have their particular fav to find when need help & we often offer the best solutions we can. they said we should not this. should not that. then when customers especially picky parents, they eat our style. there's nth to hide seriously. pompous is definitely not our style.

they talked about our enrollment growth.
we been pia-ing so hard to catch up the ridiculous budget report.
& due to the big Saga that everyone went woo-hooo over, there's even plenty to catch up too. now that we got hold of particular category's growth. we are all expected to do all the other categories. which we all did not mind. but we can't help it to feel NOT appreciated. there they goes yaya papaya saying its her credits. which we all did not give a damn at all.

they talked about holiday programs.
ever since the first time i touched holiday programs. its been like thrown to be as my job. here & there i did not mind as we'r all lovely ladies & they all gave me support & let me niam. they hiam this & that & everything else. they promised the tops with their ideas & throw their shyt back at us to have us settle for them. well, we ate the damn shyt & carried out the plans. & aren't we the solo. Solo who hit their target. now we have to come out with projections & proposals to buy this & that & everything else using our revenue but their every Wednesday's usages.

they talked about having OT & extending the hours of working.
we all do understand that this is a retail hour work. which we all particularly doesn't mind at all. we can sleep late go out suppers & everything else. what is extending to work OT on sat & sun? what was more ridiculous was that we are required to work, out of our normal working hourse excuse me, when they have meetings here. every week our location spend more than what we suppose to. due to claims like transportation, meetings lunches that cost $80 over. stickers for everyone & etc.

they talked about having alternate Saturdays & Sundays, THREE months ago.
manpower shortages. its all killing up our youth & time & partying & slacking & enjoying. we do understand the matter of fact that we are required to work for experiences & also the puny salary. to cover up necessary & unnecessary usages. they said they need to cut cost & decided not to employ another school head over here. cut cost but to spend revenues on other stuffs. Oh yeah baby. & we sacrifices weekends just like, Proof! vanished. they said they will talk to HR & sought a solution out. however, my 6months of here, to no avail. we are not mean. we all would put it this way: they have YET to come out with any solutions.

they say we should plan for wet weather.
i have to plan 3 months ahead. they said it would be tentative. everything will subject to changes. now they want these 3 months' roster & plan THEIR schedules. & oh yeah, i like it man! we'r locked for the rest of the 3months. aren't we like dogs/slave that let them play according to what they need/want. i do understand very much. they are of a higher position. but giving sweeping statements & lame reasons like, Oh.. HR people easier to work if the roster is out soonest. Cheeeez........

after everything we had swallowed.
we changed our customer service attitudes.
we pushed our enrollment growth till we see them smiling.
i put all my hearts in holiday programs & designing the glass panels.
we stayed and 'enjoyed' OT.
we stayed put with having only 1 sat 1 sun Per month.
& i'd planned out THREE months' roster to satisfied them.
after everything, there's nth to niam liao.
they niam about the following..........................

they say about our dressing & dress sense.
eve used to dress very formally to work. she tio niam about wearing too formal to office. yesterday she tio niam too lok kok. once i wore a denim skirt, i was niam the skirt was too short. jazebel in her black jacket, tio niam look sick, no jing sheng. then eve & jazebel tio niam hair too messy, go have a hair cut. oh what the fuck. i only heard of male who need a neat n proper haircut to look groom. this is the first time in my entire 20yrs of living on earth heard that females need to have their hair cut to look posh. to me, both their hair look nice & look girl. at least not some butch-cut-hair (no offense, just an example). i nv tio niam anything la. they nv say too casual or too formal or too lok kok. if they were to say my hair is messy, need a hair cut too. i have nth to say man!! now they say must wear blazer to work. not too casual, not too formal type of blazer. coreen feed-backed, they sponsor us the clothes is it? she's cute. totally cuteness.

i just want to write down what kind of people we met. & not ranting how bad this job is. this job is good. especially we have weekday offs. we don't have to squeeze the crowd. we go out for performances & camps & outfield trips & enjoy ourselves with kids. & with a friend i know for 4 years now working in the same company as me. (putting aside the fact that they are hypocritical).

this is just a summary.
for individual attacks. im too lazy to publish.

chilled night.

2009-09-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

the few nights alone.
i felt helplessly having u flashed in my mind.

every now & then i wishes my phone would ring.
& it will transmit ur voice thru the waves.
i know ur in lalaland, slping sweetly.

so cold everynight.
down with the dammit flu everyday.
damn body.
want to fall sick and immediately fall sick sick sick so i can
take MC gao gao not -.- everyday lydat si bei sian :(

work hard ying! work hard!

2009-08-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Momo going UK to further studies le.
its so fast. we'v known each other for 7 years.
gambateh!

---

today go work super steam.
drink 2 cups of Kopi-O bing.
my oh my. still float float.

uu came fetch me after work.
we went ECP eat steamboat with karen.
whole day no time to eat. steamboat eat gao gao :x

watched 'The Proposal' ytd at vivo with win.
tmr going to watch FinalDestination4 3D with aiiaii.

ok. more then 48hours no slp.
am i getting old or what ._.
energy lvl is like blinking SOS now.
so.
i am heading to bed now.

---

amazing.
simply. amazing.
an amazing 16hours (:

home?

2009-08-28T11:37:00.002+08:00

confused all d way.

downloaded auditionSea.
been like 1years no touch that game.
been like 6months no game at all.
except for facebook application games.
been playing the whole of ytd night.
thanks to aiiaii :x
its her holiday now. & it's ending in like 3days' time :x

went supp at Spicez. slpt at her house.
etc etc.
im so busy since last week end.
reaching home everyday at 12midnight plus.
or not going home at all.

maybe the core reason why is;
i do not feel like going home at all.

it's not Home, suddenly.
Not my Home.

Birthdays & more.

2009-08-24T02:00:00.001+08:00

20 August
Happy birthday JasonChua!

23 August
Happy birthday Serene!

24 August
Happy birthday Jazebel!
Happy birthday WaiXiong!

29 August
Happy birthday Marisa!
Happy birhday WenHao!

30 August
Happy birthday MeiShan sunny!
Happy birthday Desmond!

_________________________________

Superb week spent.
drained my energy out like lightning speed.

my home is now a refugee camp.
chaos in the house. fights here & there & everywhere.
just fuck the wall. and now.
so happy.nobody is talking to ANYBODY now now now.
it makes me hate coming home now.
had not spoken to mom for 72hours & seen her for 60hours.
at the rate everybody's fighting, i wish i can master selective behaviors.

Red Arowana jumped out of tanked.
& pronounced dead.
super upset.

sat worked. then went over serene's bbq at ecp.
thankyou serene for directions of toilet.
an hour trip to & back :x

sun, today, worked.
watched Orphan over at J8 with birthday girl, Jaz.
Thumbs up for the show!
Pls dont read reviews about the movie.
Just go ahead & watch it. i swear.
it's a plot. nice plot.

im now super tired and only had 3 hours of sleep ._.
im still working tmr. & i felt like superwoman now.
a superwoman with running nose and gastric pains. HAHA!

Eileen is freaking me out.
first. shift house.
Then go KL 3 weeks for training -.-
Gosh. im so gonna miss her ):
i hate u sis T.T Sobs.
but u know i'd been loving you for past 10yrs la :D

&
it's a pleasant surprise.
i would like to see it with my eyes.

Distance, sure, makes the heart grows fonder.

leen, <3

2009-08-20T09:34:00.002+08:00

10years sisterhood & counting on.
she's one noisy irritating girl <3

Jazebel bought this for a friend.
& i cope! :D
i look horrid in this photo.
but nvm! the flowers are pretty can le :D

some thoughts

2009-08-19T00:36:00.008+08:00

some facts:

(1)
i met with a car accident in KL a week back? Accent's bumper got bang hard. Civic, the car that knocked us on expressway, had their car plate no# ironed hard into our bumper. a 22yr old lad; with a triangular plate :D

(2)
there's this cute guy seated beside me during today's FTT. he smiled & whispered, can he have my no#. i saw his IC was S90157xxH, then i pointed at my IC no. on my own screen & smiled back.

(3)
ANYWAY, i'd failed my FT ): & booked another 1 on 27th Aug 09.

(4)
had a tiny mini puny pay-rise. ^^

(5)
owns mr jasonchua his avatar. im so sorry ._.

(6)
Swensen's @ Ion have 1 for 1 ice cream buffet if you have the voucher.

(7)
Soeul Garden having ladies night Mon-Wed 50% off, adult dinner buffet. until mid Sept. Need the Voucher too. another 1 wanna; msn me (:

(8)
i dreamt of weifeng last night. he bought me to typing maniac land where i was crushed to death by blocks of alphabets. i think i read too much FB friends' update -_-

(9)
web-camed with flu-y G for 2hours. he passed his flu to me suddenly. 2 boring person on a boring night.

(10)
ying needs to nua relax idle stone, badly.

終於說出口

詞：宋念宇(小宇),黃文萱
曲：宋念宇(小宇)
編：宋念宇　
製：陳偉

我還能做甚麼
你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你難道這還不夠
我還要做甚麼
你才不離開我
我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我

我終於也說出口
其實很愛你但從沒認真說過
或許是我的錯
多在乎你卻只放在心中
不要問我為甚麼
因為愛你這就是我的理由

__________

想你的习惯

词：小宇
曲：陈伟

就这样简单你走过来
而我终于明白了
自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开
因为我已爱上你了
没有任何原因的

如果我说爱你
能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟著你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起
一直幻想你在我身边
牵著你的手
我和你甜蜜的走

hur

2009-08-12T11:50:00.003+08:00

no ability, financial power, qualifications & whatsoever.
don't come telling Gucci, LV, Guess & such luxuries.
go some other places & stick ur nipples sticks.

i would like to type real loads of nasty stuffs & words here.
but i decided not to dirt my blog.

3D2D was hypnotically horrible.
putting aside playing with GPS, companion of papa uu & karen.
the rest was equivalent to an act.

i feel good not receiving phone calls & texts.
especially with my Omnia offed.
i felt relexed back then.

on the other hand.
im happy i have got Mentos mix grape + Mentos fuji apple flavours.
with me here, a bottle of it all mixed up.
just like my feelings.

& hereby Mentos reminds me of JasonChua.

-Off to work.

Offday Fun.

2009-08-08T02:03:00.000+08:00

Grats to aiiaii & trish.
Grats loves finished their exams and have 14 days holiday :x

Da VinCi was:
smart. emo. lonesome. sick. sadist. a saint. a thinker. & many more.

): science centre forbids me to take any photos of my lao gong aka davinci ._.

(: i learnt a lot of stuffs today at science centre.
(: science centre & west side exploring was incredible with loves.
(: bought a pair of birkenstock-like slippers.
(: happiest part is same as aiiaii :D
(: bought a pair of ultra cute shoes :x
(: bought 2 pairs of tights/leggys.
(: had Kushin-Bo at Jurong Point.

@ Kushin-bo
chocolate fondue with sausage mouth.

i have posted rest of the pictures in facebook.
im too tired ._.
one of the love is missing in my pictures here.
she's in my fb album.
but me loves loves! (:
public link to album:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100387&id=645416747&l=8817afec58

going work in less than 5 hours' time.
clothes to KL have not pack yet.
will rush home tmr to bathe n they will be waiting
for me to set out.

dad's silvia will fly at 150~180 km/hr.
that's the way. uh huh uh huh i like it.

have to pack my bag like Now. 2am -.-
have to wake up 6.30 to prep for work.
camera charges.
memory stick cleared.
cam charger bought.

i want to end of with this totally RANDOM picture
we took at the science centre.
a big cartoon-like 2D TV.

Nights Earthlings.

vexed.

2009-08-06T14:11:00.002+08:00

): dissappointed with arrangements for the trip.
): how come it was concluded in such a way.
): no more excuses. what i want to hear & see are FACTS & not LIES.
): you kind of made daddy upset too.
): i wish i have courage to tell you this.

): piling up of work to do all over again.
): drowning in unforeseen workload on my back.
): beginning to hate self for being too pro-active & taking initiatives.

): i discriminate people with Selective Behaviors.

// on another note //

(: im going to Science Center for Davinci Exhibit tommrrow with loves.
(: i will be out of reach on 8,9,10 of August.
(: FTT is coming up on 18th Aug. i hope i can pass :x
(: Serene's forever-18 bbq at ECP next next saturday.
(: Jazebel birthday's round the corner.

stops at 3:40pm

... to be continue tonight

it all happened within 17mins :o 'immediate responses'

2009-08-05T00:59:00.008+08:00

My Lover Boy.
I'm a SpongeBob BABY.
*loves*

it's time :x

2009-08-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

wisdom tooths are killing me ):

take a deep breather. take many deep breathers.

IT'S TIME!
to go jogging again after my back spine ache had done killing me.
(for weeks. almost a month now .__.)
Chronicles back ache are so unfriendly & horrible. tsktsk.
tmr tmr tmr.

must start jogging too.
losing stamina too fast.
fats coming back.............. ):
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

slpt at 5am this morning stoning. woke at 630 to go work.
powerful me.
both jazebel & i all tired tired today @ work.
evelyn have got herself a haircut :o
times in office passes so fast (:

i hate rude spinsters.

axe u to death >:

2009-08-01T00:37:00.004+08:00

i feel so cheated.
its so getting on my nerves.

go fuck urself hard on the wall.

xandy aiiaii expressed my feelings so well!

):

2009-07-31T23:38:00.002+08:00

tonight feeling down.

everybody's too busy for me.

im an unwanted kid here.

M.S.G

2009-07-31T19:39:00.004+08:00

apparently, im very hardworking.
cleaned up my messy wardrobe on my offday.
i slept for 15hours again. on my offday.
tsk tsk. save some money on offday.
heading out of house means spending money :x

& i found something i received some years ago.
memories. memories. sweet memories...

kano aka onka aka shawn
cara aka yingying
slyx aka jie aka marisa
soul aka weifeng
keiira aka serser aka serene
rockzap aka rocky aka jason
ter aka teresa
mercy aka thomas aka rakion idiot
spiky aka jeanie aka jean
& many more of MapleStoryGang members. (MSG)

beloved; 'Project Snailaway' by the girls:
Marisa, Teresa, Jean, Jessie.

so nice right...
i know ur all jealous :x

*loves* (:

hallelujah -_-

2009-07-29T23:29:00.003+08:00

supposedly must report to work at 2pm.
woke up at 3pm.
reached office at 4pm.

lagi best thing is i had had a meeting with boss at 2pm.
hallelujah.

rushed to work place like rocket.
worse of all, with a naked face!
my oh my.

colleagues all say i look damn pale. as pale as paper.
rushed into meeting room to find boss.
i always have serious morning-wake-up sinus.
was flu-ing all the way.
to my surprise, boss was smiling at me and ask me if im
feeling oki. she tot i was gonna faint :x
lucky everything was good. she didnt scold.
but i just feel dam guilty! ):

knocked into a fire extinguisher.
horrible pain. ):

so NUA today -.-''
didnt have mood to do anything.

---

shot Mr Blobby.
evelyn's fav toy. hehehhehehe!

super ugly machine :x
that always goes:
Blobby Blobby Blobby~!!
but we always tot it goes goby goby goby!
hahaaaaaaaaa!

super happy the other day.
we all love kinder beuno.
their best offer was 3 for $3.90
but, look what i'd found!!
10 for $11.11 from NTUC.
superb happy de la~ :D

Irresistible

2009-07-28T11:43:00.002+08:00

Virgos & Scorpios
How irresistible.

What's happening?!

oooh baby jin,
if ur reading this right now,
i neeeeed you baby girl.
i miss u i miss u i miss u trucks & lorries loads.

life's contradicting.

a fool

2009-07-28T01:34:00.003+08:00

without fail. u made me:
sound like a fool
feel like a fool
act like a fool

again again again ;)

fair enough..

before i go to bed tonight.

2009-07-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

taken yesterday before i went out i guess -.-
my kiam pah face & my romper (:
with the beloved FX35 Lumix & Strawberry!

mummy daddy's room.
also messy la. see, got pink soft toy on bed.
their toy la :X HAHA! its a pig :x

*loves* lil black with white polka dots shorts (:

i look smaller from this angel.
so, i gonna try harder to get even smaller! haa!

see that tortise at the corner, and the blue leg sticking out on the left?
the one with blue leg is of course my lublub Da E.
as big as half my bolster. playing hide & seek lur~
(actually is i no time to make bed this morning :x & my jeans on the floor)
-_-

tell me; im tall :D
there goes my jeans on the floor again :x

tmr gotta work.
monday offday. wheeeeeeee~
got to have some inspirations.
owns mr chua a 140px/150px.

& nights everybirddie..
lalaland is pulling ying away....

Come Back.

2009-07-24T18:09:00.001+08:00

戻ってき
赤ん坊,の私に戻ってくる
戻ってき
赤ん坊,の私に戻ってくる
あなたは100万分の1です

Sound of Music | Central Station Antwerp (Belgium)

2009-07-24T17:12:00.003+08:00

Get dancing away in subway/railway stations :D
It's cool or what? (:

没心情

2009-07-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情
没心情没心情没心情

randomed.

2009-07-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

dim sum-ed at sims ave 126 with aiiaii the other night.
2 pple eat 30+ still alright.
considering it was at like 1, 2 am..
just next to geylang lane :x

work & work & work (:
payday in 7 days' time!
hip hip hurray!
chi-ching $-$

no time for FT.
superb sad ):
haven book leh.
haven plan roster yet too ):

Zoo was fun.
i looked too horrid in those pictures
thus i decided not to post any :x

i want to watch FinalDestination4!

& boooooooo.
im still craving for yakult -_-

-----

i dream u creeped into my dream last night.
that familiar hand of yours touched my head again &;
wiped away my tears.
u held me tight in ur warmth; that surreal feeling,
gushed in again.

Zoo!

2009-07-19T10:45:00.002+08:00

im going to the zoo zoo zooooo.
how bout' u u u?

u can come too too toooooo.

we'r going to the zoo!

:D

'The 15 years was a great blessing'

2009-07-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

http://www.asiaone.com/Health/News/Story/A1Story20090716-155191.html

the majority of us have a perfect heart deep down.
i cried & i sobbed.

we all do have a heart.
& don ever think the whole world owns u a shyt; or
ur the most pitiful worm on this earth.

friend?

2009-07-15T01:35:00.004+08:00

i can see u'd removed all the tags of clubbing with us in ur fb.
are you hidding something or are u afraid?

with it all shown on ur wall, it spells desperation.
it's disappointing for me to find out;
you are hiding ur real own self.

in my pov, you are portraying another self in ur dreams.
not in reality. because it's not you.
deep down you know.

if the friendship purely means competition to u.
u've won. u've successfully deceived urself (:

i knew it. we know it. they all knew it too.

for u solely:
people of no originality will be always be living in the shadows of others.

to me; u perfectly understand this sentence, don't u?
because u have been chasing badly, or rather, my materials.

a note to remind myself;
u are no longer who u r or rather;
i woke up from my own dream and realized i had not understand u as my friend.
which i THOUGHT i did.
i'm heartily broken, - to a certain extent.

(edited)

she told me:
" ur fb pictures i see liao, wa lao eh.. i tot really slimmm leh,
those poses.....
but i see u real life ok la. did slim down a lil bit lorrrr.. "

it hurts.
but i do understand. jealousy kills in a silent way.
im just assuming to myself, maybe?
& yes. at least i do not untagged my old fat photos in fb.
i know, i know, i know, im wearing 2 sizes smaller now.
& many friends love me thru their hearts.
not thru their eyes.

(/edited)

yosh

2009-07-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

first.
i passed my basic theory test.
final theory test here i come!

second.
tmr is my offday.
& tmr im heading out with alicia girl.
like finally; duh.

last.
im going out now for midnight transformer2 at bishan.
with botak winwin.
so,

bye.

bears?

2009-07-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

wenlovelove sent me a link that made me laughed for mintues.
she is fucking hilarious.
& these are my picks.
:D

-----

i caught Ice Age 3 - 3D with xandy aiiaii at Shaw.
had some fun floating to bugis back to orchard and to bugis again.
a day at town. (:

an answer

2009-07-03T02:00:00.008+08:00

& ;

why

why

why

why am i feeling disappointed ?

its like; oh mother fucker,
damn fucked it retarded feeling.

Oh yeah. absurd anger will be gone.
after my good night sleep.

a new Month

2009-07-01T15:44:00.002+08:00

Waves bye to June.
An evil month that thrown me into the dark valley.

keeping ideas entertained.
work's never been less stress.

my body spells tired all over.

didn't get to catch Transformer: the fallen.
oh well. at least i got to eat Macdonalds at ECP.
with an extremely lousy burger ):

he was sweet; bought many gachapons MrMen lil Miss for me.
but to no avail still...... no sight of MrBump.

& that night; lil pudding was found!
with his a lil determination & a friendly guy that helped...
we manage to bring lil pudding home :D

lil pudding happily sitting in his Latio.
in a cosy spot.

lil pudding really look bloooody like pudding.

homely at 4am +..
slept for 14hours straight :x
woke at 7pm on monday.
napped from 8~10pm.
slept from 2am to 12noon again before i report to work at 12.45 :x

my body is in a very very very hibernation stage ._.

忍

2009-06-28T00:40:00.004+08:00

1, three hours of sleep for straight 4 days

2, twelve days no offdays between

3, summon back

4, countless stuffs to follow up

5, lost my watch

6, lost my ring that have my name

7, her movements & gestures made me felt disappointed

8, i was told i have no rights & authority

9, feeling so drained out.

10, brain announced dead.

11, its all under this probation.

12, this is all not so ; worth it.

我会忍。
我会学。

Nua Nua offday

2009-06-24T15:22:00.001+08:00

Today its my Offday (:

Mummy came in to ask:
Girl! working what time?

Sleepy me used my hands and made a 9 o'clock sign.

Mummy shouted:
Wei!! its 11 now!

i Jumped out of bed and asked:
today is tuesday?!

Mummy glared at me and said:
wednesday la. u so love tuesday arh?

me starred at her and turned into my cosy blanket:
aiya. today OFFDAY !!

cute mummy went:
Cheyy.. and she slammed my door hard =/

-

Rainy afternoon~
&
i Snapped. in 3seconds.

ignore my undisciplined room.
and acknowledged my retarded face is cute. :x HAHA!

1.0km
1.8km
2.4km
2.0km
3.0km
3.5km

& soon i will make it up to 4.0km & then 5.0km ! i hope :x

-

eileen baby is moving house pretty soon.
10 years of being so close to one another,
going thru thick n thin n fats n slim.
she's moving T_T
no more mahjong kaki.
no more late night drinking.
no more late night smoky.
no more late night supper.
no more late night kaisheng & her ride down to my house.

eileen, u went thru so much.
& i know you've always been strong.
i'll always be here for u baby sis.
yishun isn't far. just go thru SLE can liao lur! :D
muacks!

-

i failed my basictheorytest.
*whines like a fucking baby*
I Will Conquer It!! :<

-

initailly wanna go PP shopping.
self-shopping as i bio-ed dao nice nice dresses! omg.
but raining. good weather.
dim room. good atmosphere.
so i did online shopping in my bed with my
sexy glossy black lappy ^^

meeting karen at 4pm+ for pedicure.

and people! CottonOn is having 50% Craze sales!
nothing over $10 on Majority Items. (:

-

today; 24th June 09.
will be my last offday in June 2009.
6 days straight.
goodluck to me people.

stay positive!

2009-06-23T00:43:00.003+08:00

just recovered from being sick.
hibernated like there's no tmr.
slpt for whole 2 days. was granted 1.5day MC via Boss.
i wished i fainted longer, so my MC can be longer.

was summoned back to work today.
initially wanna ask bel out for pizzahut's drumlets.

damn! summoned back to work.
this is unfair. But. whatever. this is work.
i get paid. that's why i have to stfu.

confidence. positive. happiness.
a bundle together.

i wont have to act i have them all.

but i do need a break.
for the balance im looking for; will never come.

striking a balance underneath; not in balanced.

this project will be over soon.
live it up. as u me we;
know there's no fairness in life.

i am Energetic!
i Must be happy.
i Have to be confident.

will you ask me out for a movie?

& i hugged u in my dream last night.

Oh! Split Personality!

2009-06-17T10:21:00.003+08:00

i cannot understand retards.

no wonder im not of the same category.
using same ip addresses to tag with different names.
that's what a lowlife primary school kid will do.

if no troops, then don bring ur split personality here.
tsk tsk.

it just shows and also acknowledged

you
have
no
friends.

&

suffering from a
split
personality!

:D which indeed makes me happier :D

why are you so jealous of me ):
so sad for you~

Spammed with self-Pictures!

2009-06-17T00:29:00.001+08:00

Spam Spam Spam!
i like it!

Grow Up Pretty Girl! :D
My space, my says.

Hate Me? // Love Me!

2009-06-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

i looked from; the aboved; you lowlife.

i am being myself.
you hate me for; you CANNOT be me.
you spammed me for, you are JEALOUS of me.
you create rumors for; you ARE NOT IN my friendlist.
i don care if i know u, or u know me.
i cannot entertain anyoooone who brags into my life,
and simply claims they know me, pretty girl.

thankyou for acknowledging that im famous & loved among my friends.
& also strongly agree ur jealous that i have a loved life, & you dont.
ur life's a bitch aye PrettyGirl (:

i don care who backstabbed who.
i believe pple who backstabbs are kiddos.
as well as people who don use their own names to badmouth, pretty girl.

hate me for who i am,
BECAUSE YOU CANNOT BE ME!

:D

pretty girl; why are you so angry when you know im loved?
why are you so agitated?
Feeling angry? TOO BAD ^-^

Pretty Girl; this is for you (:

2009-06-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

Hey PrettyGirl; as per title.
This is solely for you, my dearest.

I love the way I AM.
i dotes the way my friends loves me.

PrettyGirl; get a life (:
But thanks for entertaining me!!

someone

2009-06-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

----------------------

//when ur laptop dies, someone zoom to ur rescue at 1am.

//when u desperately need RAM for ur dying laptop,
//someone got u 2x2Gb the very next day at simlimsquare.

//when u work late due to work, someone offers to send u home.

//when ur hungry, someone zoom and bring u to macdonalds.

//when u nagged & wanted Sim3, next day someone got it ready for u.

//such indescribably heartily felt feelings.

P.S: do not pamper me too much thou i know u know i love it (:

----------------------

I got that boom, boom, boom
That future boom, boom, boom
Let me get it now

Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom boom, now
Boom boom pow
Boom boom pow

invalid

2009-06-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

i feel so invalid.

& it goes on

2009-06-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

doing reports like there's never ending.
creeping into core for enlightenments.

can i say; selfishly that;
automatism is lacking in human. it drains brain cells of others.

no one likes to nag, it's a Spinster's hobby.
am no one like a Spinster.
its all a mutual understanding that initiative is needed.

i appreciates everything and learnt to let it go.
& just how long can i stay positive?
i need to strike a balance desperately.

need to discard the black mask.
many said that ying's temper went under a tremendous change.
how true is that; or should i quote;
"a new mask has been formed on top of all miseries"

& i smiled to myself; again, tonight.

& wfdyk,imyvm?
& i chanced upon this.
& it flew into my dreams in the night.

& i saw the vague face.
& i had this surreal feeling.

& can time turn wind back?
& can i ever trust again.

& i felt moronic again; again; again.

the fallen fringe reminds me of Rukia.

anw; its not photoshopped neither did my weight dropped aggressively overnight.
it's the angle But i did shed of some stubborn fats.

i guessed; i made friends with Stress.
& no one understands.

But i do understand, everyone's busy with everything.
to everyone, i seems to be the free-est person on earth.

i n e e d t o d a n c e .

Dreamt the Dream.

2009-05-23T00:57:00.003+08:00

i had this dream last night.
We were as merry back then.
However, it all lies at the end of Memory Lane now.

It feels funny.
It seems surreal.
I seen this connection somewhere.

Familiar~

~~~

Im so shagged out.
just reached home from work.
Thou can claim OT & cab fare la....
but its fucking tiring man ._.

Great. Working tmr & Sun too ):
Alrights. Who want gimme TenderLoveCare?
Im deprive of it seriously, like right NOW.

Ciaos.

la lor lee .. ha ho hee ..

2009-05-15T16:46:00.003+08:00

xinying is just too busy!
offdays been push back & back & back.

hopes this crisis fast fast settled and
we will be back to normal.

been going for meetings n meetings and everything else!
just got a free ride home via my boss.
AND! i can't believe i just order pizzahut myself :X

last weekends the whole family went KL to play.
head to sunway lagoon, petaling, cameron highlands.
we sang K till 4am. isnt it shiok :x

came back SG work till now.
xinying is almost drained.
and i think im sick. i cant hear myself and am having
a serious bad sore throat.

and now. i shall go bathe. and happily wait for my...
Hawaiian Pizza & Drumlets :D

did i mention that my Lumi FX35 is here?
baby metallic pink! smexy.
shall update pictures later on hurhur. (:

[edited]

there's more. but im too lazy.
alot of pictures on beautiful scenery.
but. :x lazy lazy!

[/edited]

random updates with pictures by omnia <3

2009-04-27T19:54:00.004+08:00

Envy Me Baby.
Gucci Style.

Issey Miyake.

Another Gucci Loot :x

Another One!
Don't be jealous :P

Mummy's Birthday cake :D

Da E onmy comfy bed :D

Eeyores added to my collections.
All eeyores are from G.
Heheheheheee.

My Strawberry Hearty Cake
From my lao ban (Boss) from
workplace ^.^v

My cake from trish & xandy aiiaii
*Muacks*

Pizza in da making.

Drink of the day.

Pizza baked by xandy aiiaii.
for my pre-birthday celebration.

Roast chic + superb yummylicious
baked potatos by trish.

>
Milo can from malaysia. lol.

superb big rain.
took us only 2.5hrs to reach KL from jb.
kor drove fast :D

me laming with karen's shades.
nothing to do :x

my cute watch.
*loveloves*

xandy aiiaii & i at ILUMA shopping centre.

Giant pikachu.

Giant Doremon.

Fugly Retarded Candidate Part 2/2

2009-04-18T01:42:00.006+08:00

FUCKER candidate #2 : story comes with pictures.
S.Fucker'2 name is Shawn Teo. He is 26 years old.
The encounter on ShawnTeo courting xinying in 2 months.
178cm, good build. But his mind & ego are corrupted.
With no stable income & a lok-kok hp with no car license and
no car at the pathetic age of 26.

He is my agent from a recruitment agency. One fine day he email me asking for my email address. Soon, he told me he feels there is this chemistry between us.

So i asked him, can i teach him physics? so that we can be combined science.

I do not remember giving him my HP number. However he sms me on the 3rd day after we met, i guess he took my mobile via my resume. i Went for interview from his case and it was then he asked me to be his GF.

I rejected again & again. But he just kept insisting i will agree to his courtship sooner or later. He started getting upset over things like, ying sleeps late, ying went clubbing, ying goes supper, ying head out of house in the middle of night 3am.

However, these are my routines & im very nocturnal from the very beginning.

He started to say if i want to be his gf, i must compromise to his needs. He needs to be very touchy and have to have sex at least 5 times a week. That was the old routine he had with his ex-gf. He's fav thingy to do is to go hotel 81, have a shower and have his ex-gf eat his lollypop.

Well, im XINYING. it was a direct NO in his fucking face. do xinying look as if she has a fuckable face? lmao.

He came back for me 3 days later, saying he will compromise to ME. instead of asking me to compromise to his sex needs. He still got rejected by me. He was explaining to me, his 3 ex gf were all virgins, and he hope his 4th gf also virgin. therefore, he is very keen in getting me. The harder he try, he more disappointed he will be :D He dont believe in movies, dating, flowers. He Only have his Beliefs in SEX.

The whole hoo-haa dragged for about another month & he got another 4 rejects by me, finally one day he said,

"It's just a matter of time, u will accept me. when ur ready to say yes and wants to be my girl, text me. it's just sooner or later. Trust Me."
So....

He got rejected by me again. TeeHeee!!

As all my Loves & Babies know, 16th Aprill is the day i turned 20!
He told me on 14th night, he will sing a birthday song after the clock
strikes 12 and turned 16th. He gave me a excuse of :

S.Fucker'2
i cant talk on phone tonight

ying
hmm. ok

S.Fucker'2
sorry

ying
nevermind ba

S.Fucker'2
anyway, will u be my gf?
haha

ying
u promise to call me on my bday to sing me a birthday song

S.Fucker'2
tonight still ur bday ma
i call u tonight lo

ying
u very busy tonight ?

S.Fucker'2
no
i cannot use phone
becos to be honest, i am with someone now, so i have to respect her
she is at my place chatting
just a fren
she got somethings to consult me btw her and bf
my parents also knw her
so i let u knw

ying
understood, np.
thanks for ur wish. have a nice chat with ur friend.
Shawn, i think we can be Friends.. nites.

S.Fucker'2
so after all , u still want to be frens?

It was totally alright for someone i don give a dam to call me or not
on my birthday seriously.
But look what he told me a day after my birthday:

S.Fucker'2
no work?

ying
1pm

S.Fucker'2
ok
*nudges*
*nudges*
*nudges*
xinying
u there

ying
ya
just bathed out

S.Fucker'2
ok, i have thought carefully liao
i think u wont want me to be ur bf after ur birthday song inceident
incident

ying
lol

S.Fucker'2
right?

ying
ok then ?

S.Fucker'2
i mean, do u still want me to be ur bf?

ying
no

S.Fucker'2
ok
ya, thats what i think
i think u still mind alot like birthday thingy a song all these,
so i think i am not this kind of guy

ying
i mind all things. not only birthday song.
why do u think i give a dam on the stupid birthday song.

S.Fucker'2
ya, u mind a lot about phone calls all these la

ying
since u have excuses n answers to all the queries (:
go ahead. it makes life simplier.
lol. phone calls?
u really think i so childish?

S.Fucker'2
ya, i think u are very childish

ying
yes thanks ;D

S.Fucker'2
sorry to be frank

ying
think wat u want if it makes You happier ;D

S.Fucker'2
dont u think its very childish

ying
yaya i already make my piece. think n say what u want if it makes u happier.

S.Fucker'2
on 14th april night, u say u wanna tell me yes on ur bday

ying
did i? i just say ur smart ;D

S.Fucker'2
the next day , u tell me u cannot accept me

ying
cuz it came thru ur mouth not mine
isnt it?
i say liao. for the final n last time i guess.
think what u want if u already have all the stories lines in ur mind.
say n do whatever makes u happier.

S.Fucker'2
rememebr i called u that night before ur bda,
u said," i think i want to make it a memorable one"
then the next day i wish u happy birthday on msn and told
u i cant call u due to some things, u DULAN me never sing song
isnt it very childish?
dun u think u are very HAO XIAO,
if these kind of small things mind so much to you, then i have nothing to say

ying
shawn. yes. i am chidish. 4th time.
say n do n feel n think whatever that makes u happier.
u just know what u did. its not my responsibility to answer to ur queries.
if ur angry cuz u got rejected by me so many times,
and like u always say
'at the end of the day, u will say yes, its just a matter of time'
didnt came true. im so sorry

S.Fucker'2
sorry lo, i am not that egoisitc

ying
so why are u feeling so angry now ?
oh ya. ur confident. not ego

S.Fucker'2
i am not angry, i just hope that u will grow up as a fren

ying
u don love me at all. so after so much of time, what are u trying to prove?
thanks for the advice, friend.

S.Fucker'2
i love u on the day before ur bday

ying
oh. then ur making childish statements here.
love grows. it don become n suddenly became.

S.Fucker'2
on 16th morning 9 am i dun love u liao,
cos its like i am obliged to call u sing song like that

ying
i love u 1159.
1201 i don love u liao.
wow. i learnt a new way to be childish in a way

S.Fucker'2
becos of the way u react to my situation

ying
why why why.

S.Fucker'2
i told u i need to console the ger

ying
what are u conveying now?

S.Fucker'2
i am trying to tell u i need to prioritize
i already told u on 16th night i will call u

ying
do i have to ask You to be my bf, before u stop saying all these stuffs?

S.Fucker'2
all u reply me is if i want to call call lo
ya. depends on situation

ying
i told u, if ur free what
what if u PromiseD again n didnt call
why i want to make myself dissappointed?

S.Fucker'2
I am very tired with what u want from a bf

ying
HUH?
yya.
ur tired

S.Fucker'2
i am sorry i cant fufil
i dun feel i am given enuff space to have my own life

ying
LOL?
okok. its really oki
do feel think say what makes u a Happier Person.

S.Fucker'2
all along, i am not scolding and blaming u

ying
hey
shawn.
ur tired.
then just stop this ok?

S.Fucker'2
i just want to tell u, i appreciate u as a fren

ying
its just making urself more tired.
stop the crap. lets be frens
LOL

S.Fucker'2
let's be friends

ying
seems very familiar dayS ago
i think was said by XINYING

S.Fucker'2
xinying, then what u want me to say

ying
think back. how many times i rejected,
or say let's be friends. whose the one who insist going on.
and now the person says let's be friends ;D
and he finds me very childish
when right from the start
i already said im childish
now ur tired
and typing this composition in msn.
i really dono what u trying to convey
when its already end of story
just put it this way
boy meets girl. boy likes girl, girl likes boy.
girl finds she cant accept the way how boy loves and his philosophy.
they are friends.
isnt it simple short n sweet ?

just . oh my. Just. do, say, think, feel, whatever that makes YOU happier.
make urself happy right from within, not myself.
big portion from u, u know it. the sex Thingy its still bugging you.
not me. why make urself miserable.
when we all can be happy
bb friend. thanks for the advice. i will grow up under the love.
i go work liao. tc!

What a Lame Loser.
and ying just ended her two piece of beloved post entries.
Quoted from my xandy aiiaii:
"Is it conincident that the 2 bastards have same name?"

Encounters with 'Shawn(s)' Ends Here.
:D Happy Ending!! TeeeHeee!! :D

Fugly Retarded Candidate Part 1/2

2009-04-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

FUCKER candidate #1 : sadly, no photo of him was found.
S.Fucker'1 name is Shawn Tan. He is 21 years old.
In anycase u know him in game, his ign is Shawnified.
The conversation is between my xandy aiiaii & this bastard.
He is Fugly, Short, and have greasy look. He Dotas, Trixters, Maples.
Claims to have experienced sex encounters with ex girlfriends.

S.Fucker'1
@_@
your dp is cute hoho xD

xandy
always cute de wad ;D

S.Fucker'1
...
still the same as last time sio
not much changes

xandy
;\
diao
y suddenly
stalk my dp
lol

S.Fucker'1
saw you online ma ...

xandy
stalker

S.Fucker'1
i was looking whether my friend online anot ma
wanna take her hp number -_- then you suddenly online what diao

xandy
lol
i online very long le leh

S.Fucker'1
just only
you online ma
or dc come back rofl

S.Fucker'1
lol
you still same as last time
xD
just more zi lian only xD
LOL

S.Fucker'1
hp spoil cb
chui contact gone

xandy
buy new one lo

S.Fucker'1
1k sms also gone

xandy
haha
sms
nvm one wad

S.Fucker'1
... the hp not even 2months
ytd i got a shock
i thought all maple girls are ko leh cai
hmm, i was wrong siol
i met one
8/10

xandy
walao u still maple ah

S.Fucker'1
KEWL!
no

xandy
lol

S.Fucker'1
a friend whom i know in maple
chiobu~
figure hot
good in bedding
bad for gf

xandy
lol
go jio la

S.Fucker'1
lol
girls who always go club one
phua lock kuay
say le ma, sex okie
permanent gf meh.
wonder tio fk how many guys before liao zzzzzz

xandy
lol
den u no nid scare wad
she got exp
LOL

S.Fucker'1
i also full of experience
crap

xandy
lol

S.Fucker'1
no need girls to teach me such manly stuff
these kind of manly stuff, by right should know already LOL
wah lao
you and your ex having sex that time
not experience meh -_-
or you still virgin lollollol

xandy
sorry hor i very pure one hor

S.Fucker'1
dua bin not virgin anymore
hard to believe if you're still one
age of 20
who haven't try sex before
i did that when i'm 16
...
nowadays hard to find people whose 20 yet haven't done those things before .........

xandy
i can tell u i very proud to say i havent and im a V loh
wad so hard to believe
i love my body
i love myself

S.Fucker'1
making love means, hate themselves, hate their body meh -_-
diao
sad, majority of my ex gf, got 7
5 tio fk before
2 haven't LOL
now don't know tio fk le meiyou xD
nowadays mind must be open minded abit :/
fk around is okie, don't pregnant can liao :x
that one after marriage la lol
i go rest 1st xD, nightnight (:
not coincidence, IT WAS WELL PLAN XDDDD
cool, i like that xD

xandy
not toking abt u sorry
lmao

S.Fucker'1
i know
i just saying for fun ma.
late liao~~ eye closing ):
okie la, i go rest 1st, i go call 1 girl 1st then sleep xD
nightnight (:

Dbl o - Mambo Night.

2009-03-28T18:23:00.001+08:00

Starting work tmr.
Having training at Parkway Parade's branch for 2 fucking weeks.
Then only i can come back to Thomson Plaza to work.
Which is of course nearer than PP -.-
Tmr working 8.15am-8.30pm sio. Sian.

Got work also sian.
No work also sian.
Study also sian.
No study also sian.

I'm working with Crestar.
The enrichment schools of kinderland and ELFA.
They got courses for kids.
Job title: Customer Fulfillment.
Sitting at counter receive payment, talk to kids/parents, intro course for them.
Courses like ballet music piano craft work drawings.
Planning courses schedules.
Bring kids out for concerts, events and excursion etc etc :x

3 months of probation is temp.
Once they convert me to perm within these 3 months.
Pay is relatively good considering this recession.
But the time really irregular man.. Must work Sat Sun..
Sat Sun must work 10 hours. 1 week 2 offdays.
One day work 8.5hrs. One week must clock at least 44hours.
The sch opens at 8.30-9.30 daily. so got shifts....

What a mix feelings I'm experiencing in myself.
Excited. Happy. Blank. Pondering. Very contradicting.
Ying O Ying! I'm happy i got a job. So stay this way!
And this is a new start in life.
A new planning ahead for my degree to be persued.

Grats Jer got a job.
Grats Alicia starting job on monday.
Grats Xandy got into SIM.
Rest of friends jiayou jiayou jiayou.

--
Happy Birthday ShuShu :D *missmiss*
--

I seriously learnt my lesson.
1)No dinner = drink very fast byebye + vomit.
2)No ample sleep = 2hours on dance floor drained flat.

& Yuki can dance well.
A guy grabbed my hand while dancing.
He then fell onto the floor. stood up and continue to grind.
Then he went to grind alicia and his friend stood on steps behind me.
His fucking hand knocked my head then he sayanged my head,
and continue to grind. Fuck man.

Hell Yeah. Had Fun.
This is the last party before i start entering into society.
Same goes to Alicia :x
& baka yuki still furthering her studies.
Good Life for her hurhur.

A msn conversation with a friend.

2009-03-27T01:15:00.004+08:00

J' says:
hahaha
u not going to slp?

れいこ says:
my hair aint dry yet

J' says:
u nv use hair dryer one?

れいこ says:
uh
hair dryer in dad's room
they all slping
i bathed too late today

J' says:
lol
still dare to say
omg 1am liaoz

れいこ says:
cannot blame
i just helped friend with her lappy
we went dinner
then she went home
i was online
talking to her to get drivers etc
etc etc
talk talk talk
talk till
-.-"
too late lo ;x hehehe
ar bo. u gentle abit la. u dry my hair lo ;x
so romantic righttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt?

J' says:
lol!
i dont want to do a blowjob
very tiring

れいこ says:
huh?

J' says:
blow yr hair dry ma

れいこ says:
LOL

Random Updates + K-session pictures.

2009-03-26T13:23:00.006+08:00

Met Jin last thursday.
Waraku-ed for lunch.
Met Shawn at Timbre. Martini-ed.

Met Alicia and vodka-ed.

Met xan at DTE.
Cafe Cartel-ed at Bishan with trish.

Met my online Spree-ers.

Met G to Mustafa to hunt Sata 2.5".
Camped over to do xan's lappy.
HK Cafe-ed supper.

K session at Smith Road with alicia n jazebel.

Interview at Thomson Plaza.

Tomorrow night Dbl O with loves.

31st March New Asia Bar with Shawn.

currently kinda packed up.

Another loser surfaced.
its so domineering to feel victory.

i misses G ndsl's cooking mama & Brain challenges!
Challenge again, shall we? (:

& Paul. you sucks ;O HAHA!

& ying is seriously. suffering. from. sleep deprivation.
she Dj Max 2 nightly. its addictive...

ying is no longer the goodie good shoes ain't.
Jer says i'm wicked sick *grins*

*Edited with Smith's K session pictures*
pictures' verdict: Omnia flash si bei powerful arhzxzxzxzxzx!

emo sexy cutey jazebel :x

Bisexual ying. In the making. LOL!

This shot was taken as we were trying to mimic those
secondary sch xiao mei mei.
can take from head to shoe de. but we failed of course.
i think cuz i too tall. HAHA!!
iEeizxz iShh kEe Aiis oRhszxzxzxxzxzz.

i told alicia girl.
this photo machiam she wan give jazebel blowjob like that :x
then they laughed like mad -___-"

zao cai mao

alicia say she wan act 小鸟依人 :o
jazebel tryin act MAN. but failed badly :x

high till stand on sofa. tiko jazebel took pictures :x

Slap Me Please Bitch!

Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :D

my chao ah lian's sitting position :x
jazebel & alicia say i like gek sai-ing :D

She's drunk la. alicia girl always like to act drunk.
but really look drunk arh :x

Distortions.

2 actress. in roles of: Acting Drunk.
ke lian de jazebel.
sitting in the middle got sandwhiched by us both :x

My house's staircases la. and the plant beside my store room
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

My mummy and me! *loves* we all heading out to sing k la.
but mummy heading her territory while i heading out to meet my girls.
the very unglam shoe rag behind :x
all korkor n uu korkor de shoes hor!
mummy & mine's all in the shevles de :D

End this post with...
Raspberry Ice Cream & Cherry Drink.
By G.

Virgin shots on my sexy Omnia.

2009-03-24T03:45:00.003+08:00

Alicia fifi was acting Drunk.

Acting Drunk again :x

CUTE Bel with giant lens-less specs at City Square M'sia.

Went xan aiiaii house on sat.
had a splendid dinner host by Trish.

Xan aiiaii went taiwan + hongkong earlier.
she bought me this!

Random shots in Cafe Cartel.

What's Up?

2009-03-23T11:00:00.003+08:00

Did a little change in my blog skin in half an hour.
Everything's back in normal again.
Links up and everything else.

Colours to Black to White.
And here we go all over again.
Back to Square one.
And i shall start from Zero (:

It was an unknown anger to throw away a 4-yr old blog.
It was an unidentified courage to start afresh with nothing.
It was an anonymous fear that creeps in and out of me regularly.
--

I'm a perfect poly fresh grad now that we, fresh grads,
are all looking for a bloody job.
And its assholy bloody hard to find a proper one.
I went for numerous interviews.
But they offer sai kangs la. As predicted.

Fresh Grads = No Value.

Don't know what I have been busying about.
Mummy's back at home like FINALLY.
Nua-ing, Stoning, dating, outing, shopping, mahjonging with friends.
Most impt of all. I'm still looking out for a job ok :D

& I'm really hooked on DJ Max 2. omfg -_-
i won xandy aiiaii in my first DJ Max PK :D *hehehehehe*
then i lose subsequently la -_-

More for next time!

As quoted by my bro, Jack Ass, i help him to advertise. HAHA!!
Pls visit Jack for the anti-abuse of foreigners in SG. Thanks!

*
oh my fucking god. as i was changing the time for this post,
i realise its 23rd march today!
i got tgt with my ex bf 3 years ago on this very day.
laugh my fucking ass off. hohoho.

Laugh out loud

2009-03-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

I'm laughing upon knowing your miseries.

Look into the mirror.
Have a good laugh at yourself (:

ying is a BITCH.

2009-03-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

cry cry cry.
fuck you la bitch.
you only know how to cry.
that's all u know for now.

fucking cb. irritating.

pissed off.

& yes.
I AM THE BITCH.
AND I ONLY KNOW HOW TO CRY.

i am afraid.
i feel the fear crawling into me.

W H Y ?

Fuck it.

2009-03-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

What is this?
It's not getting anywhere.

I will just have to stay chill.
And i need to stay cool.

I just need to know.
The answer from within.

It will get me so pissed off & i'm so vexed right now.
Oh just FUCK it.

To Revolt

2009-03-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

I'd just abandoned a 4 year old blog of mine.

This will be the new start.

To revolt is to refuse to obey the constraints imposed by another.